Auld Lang Syne

I am so ready to say sayonara to 2009. And, I find it very fitting that I will be doing it back in Japan. Today is an extraordinarily windy day in Japan. It is as if the year wants to fly away quickly into the past....

If you read my blogs, then you know how this last year has been for me. It certainly wasn't one of my best years by any means. But it definitely was a huge stepping stone to where I am today. And comparatively speaking, even the worst of my problems could not hold a candle to what some people have experienced this last year. One of my little brother's best friends just passed away from his four and a half year battle with brain cancer. I will always remember Matt when I think my world is crumbling around me. I hope I can find half of the courage he had to face my own life's challenges.

I heard that it was Japanese custom to do a massive cleaning of your home as the New Year approaches. I decided to participate in this custom. As I was cleaning and listening to music I had purchased throughout this last year, I decided I would ride my bike down to the sea wall and physically let 2009 go by bringing something from that year with me and letting it go into the water. For some reason, even though I am so far removed from the events and people of this last year, it all weighs heavily on my shoulders still. I guess "auld acquaintance" sometimes can't be forgot...

So, as I prepare to say goodbye to last year and hello to a new one from the rooftops of the happiest place on earth, I will be reminded of the many years that have come and gone in my own life. I will remember the moments, good or bad, the lessons learned, the ones that I have loved, the ones who have caused me pain, the beautiful music that has touched me, the dances I have danced, the songs I have sung, the tears I have cried, the smiles and the laughter, and I will be happy. I will feel new again. This journey through life is such a beautiful blessing.

Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And auld lang syne?

Happy New Year my friends. -M